Since I’ve been home from the hospital I’ve been sick The fever is now gone but I’m still congested and stuff. They brought me a new head piece for my cpap machine. It looks like a horse harness except instead of having a bit that goes in the mouth this has a bit that goes in my nose. It makes me look funny but it keeps me from dying in my sleep or something.

For those who do not know what a cpap is, it is a machine that blows air and oxygen under a certain amount of pressure into the nasal area and throat. It is to keep that area from closing off in my sleep and stopping my breathing. When you stop breathing like that it is called sleep apnea.

Anyway, I’m off for now. I’ll post more later!

For those who didn’t know, I went to the hospital on January 7th. It was supposed to just be a check-up, maybe an over a night or two thing… Well, it is now Feb 14th and I just got home today. ~looks at clock~ Ok, so now it is technically the 15th and I got home yesterday, but y’all know what I mean. I was in over a month but I am in a lot better shape than I was when I went in. I now have a hospital bed in my living room and an oxygen and cpap machine but all is well. My new laptop is due in tomorrow (today, whatever) and I can’t wait! I will try to remember to post pics of it.

Well, my last cigarette was Wednesday night. As you can imagine I have been an uber-bitch at times. Not all the time, just occasionally. So many times I’ve wanted to just reach over and grab a cigarette and light up. Fortunately I have been able to fight the urges. It seems Nick is having a slightly easier time, though I know it is rough on him too. I have been trying to keep my phone calls with Josh shot because I know I am having a tendency to get snippy and I don’t want to snap at him and hurt his feelings on accident.

Oh, in other news, I am now the proud parent to a small tank of Sea Monkeys! I started the hatching process last night but it will be a few days before they are big enough for me to see. I had Sea Monkeys when I was a kid and I loved them so it is a lot of fun having them again. I’ll post more about them here as they grow.

Just letting y’all know I’m still here. I’m quitting smoking so I am just a Mary fricken Sunshine! Josh and Wendy are flying up for New Years / his b-day so umm yay. I can’t wait. We are definitely going to the club and and such but other than that I don’t know what we will be doing. I’m sure we will figure something out. What ever we do it is sure to be fun.

Ok, I find myself making things but not really feeling like writing down how I did it. I REALLY suck at making tutorials and such as you can see from my attempts. From here on out this will be a basic journal. If I feel like sharing knitting patterns I will but I will mostly be posting everyday crap. Anyway, now I will likely use this thing more often.

Anyway, here is a pic of my new puppy, Roxy:

She is my little demon dog. ~lol~ I was trying to get a good picture of her but she wouldn’t face the camera. Finally I got her looking right at the camera all cute like and as soon as I clicked the button she pounced. Silly puppy.